Big Issue

Well, hmm okay
the big issue right now, is that, should i like you? cause right now, its bothering me silly to see you with other people. i really DONT KNOW WHY. i really dont want that "jealousy feeling" but i cant stop it cause its been there for a while, and you just didnt know cause i didnt wanna feel bad. i know lots of people hug you and stuff but like, i feel invisible. to be honest idk if this will even work out. i feel like im not there except for after school, but still, nothing special. Now, finally i actually like someone that makes me feel happy inside, even when i say i hate you. I dont wanna stop liking you, but then again, my friend likes you, so yeah... and i want her to be happy as well, cause right now, im not happy, im not sad either , but im just not satisfied with everything. plus, we never talk at school, cause of some issues, and you know that i dont wanna tell everyone about my feelings and yeah, but im thinking about that right now, and i really dont know what to do with everything. i know we're not going out, and yeah, but i feel weird right now. you flirt and your a sexual being, and idk what to do with a person like that, especially when i think i like you.... i can hadle some of it, but i still get nothing. we talk with the help of electronics but what will happen if all that disappeared. we barely even talk at school. its either we get things straight and try to work things out, or do nothing and forget eachother, which i really dont want to do. i seriously dont want to forget about people i care about.


A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS
especially my mommy : ) david de guzman