fcuk yuo.

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!
you tell me everything
all those free verse poem things then you just ignore those and say that im a whore, a bitch, and that i should just FUCK MYSELF?
wth.
you have no right to say that to me.
all i did was that one little thing you FUCKING THIRTEEN YEAR OLD.
then you take that one little thing and make it into something YOU'LL REMEMBER. i know saying stuff on the computer and texts arent the BEST way to handle things. but sometimes thats all you got.
and im wondering. FIVE CHANCES?
since when did i have five chances? i only remember two or three..
and you said you loved me ? should i believe that? SHOULD I BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU SAY? CAUSE I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD ever since you said that "why would i believe you when you said that" . yeah! so. maybe you SHOULD LEAVE. it could be for the better ...
and what makes it worse is that you dont accept my sorrys anymore so theres no point in me saying it cause you will just ignore that. and then YER FRIEND AARON FRAY JUST COMES IN AND TRIES TO HELP , but he could be just making things worse. i mean. thanks for helping and all but idk if its worth it.
SO if it is the last time i talk or see you again. okay. thats your decision cause you practically made it that way. i know its my fault but not ALL OF IT. FUUUCKKKK.

-add more later...

....plans.

planner :

Feb 7 - downtown (:

Feb 8-11 - school
Feb. 12 - birthday party :DDDD BREANNE. DEAR JOHN.

Feb. 13 - birthday party :)))))))) SHEILA. KARAOKE.

Feb. 14 - valentines day (: i think a family dinner but IDK.

Feb. 19 - birthday party <333333 CORRINA (:

*note
during the break, go with joelle and angela to the TROLLEY THING for the Olympics :)

*note times deux
during the free time, watch valentines day (: with joelle and friends .. (:

That holds all your memories
A lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams

im a real big, fan of yours
but im quite the joke to you

and all i see in you
is another mistake right over my shoulder
now i see who you are

All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now

we got a hard day a comin'
if we can't work out
all the pissy little problems
that we're fighting about

I've been smokin' cigarettes since I was only 14,
Just to find an escape from this town that was so mean to me.

Oh my god I should have never let you leave my sight
should've never left you alone
it must seem like I'm never coming home
but I'm so lost
living life fast

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm uneasy, So come and fix me
Come and shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

youbelongwithme.

Now seasons pass, sun and snow
people change while they come & go
ive seen it happen a hundred fold
but you has always been wonderful
from the day that we met, to the day that I left
to the day that I first met her
you stayed as a friend, you stayed as the best
you prayed that I wouldnt get hurt
you were always able to right my frown
when you said my smile could light the town
your laugh is such a delightful sound
while the girl I'm with just strikes me down
and no matter what I do, in ways-
I cant help but wonder what you would say
and im sick of this foolish game
I'm with a girl thats not you
lets say she just doesnt get my shrewd approach
my childish games or my stupid jokes
I remember us passing notes
and you've improved my mood the most
I've wasted so much time, and I wish I could undo that
because you've loved me all along, and I kinda think that I love you back ;)